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I usually am silent here on DA, apart from adding beautiful pieces to my fav. list and sharing some of my own stuffs. But, time to play a little game since I got tagged by  

ok, now rules:
1. Rules to be posted
2. Every person has to share 10 facts about themselves
3. Answer the 10 questions asked by the person who tagged you and make up 10 questions for the 10 you tag
4. Choose 5 people and put their icon in your journal
5. You have to legitimately tag 10 people. 
6. No tag-backs.
7. You can't say that you don't do tags. 
8. You MUST make up journal entry

And here we go... , 10 facts about me,

1. I'm a lazy person. Haha, not a good way to start about me. I guess,,...
2. Though I'm lazy, I'm a hard worker.   Confused? Well, usually when I get free time, you could see how lazy I could be and when I've got some stuff to do, I almost forget the rest(happens all the time)
3. I listen to music, may be 10-12 hrs a day
4. I've got a test(for a new job) tomorrow
5. I'm shy and I get nervous being infront of girls, specially beautiful girls 
6. I don't get into a debate but when I do, I just love it
7. It might be getting boring and weird, but that's just me 
8. I have a turtle pet, and I haven't named her yet
9. I love tattoes and I've plans for getting one soon
10. These days, I'm addicted to 'Clash of Clans'. Most of you guys might know what I mean!

And it's done!!
now, Q&A,
1. Are you into scented candles? What scents? 
- Nope, not a single idea
2. Do you consider the new brother planet that NASA just discovered something good for humanity? What do you think is going to happen?
- I hope so. May be, shifting to a new place or say new planet
3. Has anyone heard of what was of the Mars 1 project? I just kinda stopped hearing about it so i'm wondering.
- Nope. U r very much into science stuff.
4. Soccer or Football?
- Football. Coz, it sounds more like global stuff
5. Do you watch sports?
- Yup. I'm addicted to football and UFC 
6. Have you tried drawing from perspective?(one point, two point, you name it.) 
- I tried once.
7. Did you like it?(if you haven't, why haven't you?)
- Nope. So, I stopped 
8. Favorite videogame while growing up?
- Contra
9. Favorite colour?
- Navi Blue
10. What are doing now? OwO
- Apart from typing, ahhh, well,...browsing through DA

ok, now let's tag a few people,

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my questions,

1. How's life?
2. How was your day?
3. Do you watch football?
4. What do you do, when you're bored?
5. What is your dream place to be?
6. What is the 1 thing you wish to do before you die?
7. Have you heard bring me back to life by extreme music? It's damn good!
8. Who's your favourite artist here on DA?
9. Have you heard or been to Nepal?
10. Did you fight with anyone this week? If yes, why?

 and, I'm done. Going back to sleep now

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Found at the journal by . It really makes you feel If it was you...

Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You're just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don't answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you're asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She's screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that "Mommy is crying and sissy won't wake up." Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what's going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there's an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they've said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can't help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can't handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They're sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She's in shock. She can't believe it. She knew what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad… Bad enough for you to end it. She can't cry, she can't feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It's a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone's crying, your little brother still doesn't know you killed yourself, he's too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn't stop for days. It's two years later. Most of the kids from school to a counselor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn't know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn't succeed like you did, but she tried…your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don't just effect you. They effect everyone. Don't end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can't get better if you give up. I'm here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if we've NEVER talked before, I'm here for you. ♥ It hurts. Things do eventually get better. don't give up. ♥
Copy and paste this as your journal to show people there are people out there that care.

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